Cupid Little Heart

The very core of my crux had been shaken,
There was a void I could no more contain,
It stings,when you knew it was wrong,
But yet, you chose to refrain.

Likewise, I suffered, and suffered deeply,
Those feelings were too monochromatic,
They were either too dark or too bright,
And made the entire situation so  dramatic.

High school romances and perfect endings,
Roses, gifts and cakes,
The sweet smell of love intoxicates your brain,
You plunge, unaware of what it takes

Cupid is nothing short of a wicked parasite,
Clings on to your heart so tight,
And it poisons you, step by step
But hello?
Everything in love seems so right!

As bizarre as this gets, I’d like to add,
I had been a fool, one very discrete,
I had entered the vicious cycle,
Except, the ends of mine didn’t meet.

I knew this movie would have a disastrous climax,
The ones that seem incomplete,
And yet I became the hero of my film,
Gave it my all, ALL, and pressed DELETE

But along came nasty repurcussions,
I’d lost my purpose, path and glee,
On somedays I found myself in tears of self pity,
I started thinking there was a defect in me.

That phase haunts me till this moment,
My inner demons I continuously fought,
But I did get my due, my friend
And I can’t stop smiling at what today has brought

I got cast in the Film again this time,
I left quickly and grabbed an audience seat,
But sometimes the climax is way to dreamy,
Like where the hero comes out and sweeps you off your feet?!

Love demands a perfect timing,
So don’t give in to the excruciating pain,
Never regret loving someone to infinity and beyond,
Because this cupid little heart has absolutely no brain!

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Maybe?

Now that you’re in college, do you ever miss school? Do you miss life sans stress? Do you miss fearless living and joyful giving? In a nutshell, person, do you miss your childhood? Hah. We sure love the independence our 18th birthday has given us. But we’ve all changed a lot as people. Let’s introspect. What have we become? We’re all trying to become the Usain Bolts of this rat race called life. Ready to bring down anybody who’s up against us. Yes that’s true. Who knows? The girl you made fun of for being boring cried herself to sleep last night. The boy you accuse of being selfish has hardly anything he wants? You and me have tuned ourselves to make a Wiki Page of a person in our brain within just a few minutes of knowing them. Somewhere at the end of the day, we are really not the person we we’re pretending to be. We have these pretty masks on. 10 years back they taught us it is a sin to lie. Today, they and us, all lie. And lie good! You want your friend to do good, but there’s a little pinch when they do best! So? Amidst all this glorious confusion, are we becoming bad people? Selfish people? Liars? Back biters? Or wait, a very little of everything? We sure are. But that’s no wrong. The world is like that. It won’t spare you any mercy. We all did try being our 100% best. But it did us the same good as any other. Sometimes, a little less. Probably there’s a fault in the world mechanism. And changing that from the roots would be the toughest task. All we can do is try to be a little more understanding and a little less judgemental maybe. A little more giving and a little less asking maybe. A little more gold and a little less goldplated maybe.

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New found love!

I realized something today. Love, is a four legged word. I found love when my dog came and licked the tears off my face. I found love when he sat beside me all day, while I was in excruciating pain. It’s these little things that he does for me ,without judging me, that increase my love ten fold. The more I see of man, the more I like dogs. They have a great way of dealing with the shit life gives them; just kick mud over it and move on. They teach you to love, unconditionally, unapologetically.

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